My Mind Wanders
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| Photo credit: Me - 2017 |
I wonder what you're doing in that moment.
Does your mind wander too, are you thinking of me?
I do my best to keep myself occupied, but it doesn't work.
My mind still wanders.
Lying awake at night, I have conversations with you in my head I know we'll never have.
I'm over come with sadness.
I know we had a connection, a connection I've never felt with anyone else before.
Did you feel it too?
How am I supposed to move on, when I'm not sure I even want to.
When there is no closure.
When I'm not allowed to say all the things I need to say.
When you won't let me say the words.
I try my hardest not to think of you, but I find my mind still wanders.
You've seeped into my brain and under my skin, and I don't know what to do.
©JennaClaireDouglass